{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I've always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The hardest thing is watching someone you love, love someone else

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know its time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I'm depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( H E A R T B R O K E N )











Itami
I don't deserve this pain
Watashi ni tsuite

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me I wanted to tell you but my lips would not move In case you go far away, I am scared What if our relationship gets really awkward and we grow far apart?



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Changed
Friday, April 18, 2014 | 16:54 | 0 comments

yes, its you. changed. kau sedar tak kau dah berubah? kau dah tak macam dulu. aku nak kau yang dulu tapi semua tu tak mungkin kan? kau dah tak macam dulu. 100% berubah. I'm sorry if I changed too but remember I changed because of you. You make me changed. You know, aku nak sangat kau yang dulu. tapi mustahil. tak mungkin. aku dah tak kenal sape kau lagi. Kalau aku berubah. Please don't blame me. Maybe akan datang aku takkan jadi diri sendiri. Aku dah bagitahu umi masalah asrama. Mujur umi faham. Sekarang tinggal masalah peribadi je. Aku tak tahu nak luah kat sape. Dia berubah sangat-sangat. Dah tak macam dulu.

Aku nak kau yang dulu. Ceria. No fake smile. Can you be yourself, please? I love you and I never wanna let go of you. I miss old you. Old us. Old conversations. Crazy conversations. Idiot attitude. Laugh out loud. I miss memories that we create together. Cakap kat umi yang aku menyesal pindah. Aku nak sekolah asal. Umi kate sabar. Cuba dulu. Aku nak kau yang dulu, gila! Stop. Please, i'm begging.

- miss old us -

Sincerely,
POKER-FACE



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