{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I've always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The hardest thing is watching someone you love, love someone else

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know its time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I'm depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( H E A R T B R O K E N )











Itami
I don't deserve this pain
Watashi ni tsuite

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me I wanted to tell you but my lips would not move In case you go far away, I am scared What if our relationship gets really awkward and we grow far apart?



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Tuesday, June 3, 2014 | 23:22 | 0 comments

Hai. I have to go sleep early tonight cause I had fever --'' baru ingat nak berjaga like always. Takde rezeki. Act, da lama aku demam but tak la teruk mana. Hari ni baru rasa teruk sebab pening kepala rasa macam dunia aku ni berpusing je. And ni bukan topik aku nak cakap. Ni cuma pendahuluan sebelum masuk isi je. Aku rasa aku tidur kena pakai sweater. Tetap sejuk even pakai selimut *sight* aku da tukar skin. Before aku buat sendiri than aku tukar kepada blogskin sebab skin aku dalam proses nak siap //bila la tu\\ 

'' I love you ''

Those word are so meaningful but its really true?

'' Trust me ''

Trust you? why?

'' I'll never leave you ''

Watch and see.

'' Why you don't trust me? ''

Because I'm sick being pain. I'm sick of lier. I'm sick of everything.

'' If I prove that I love you, what you want to do? ''

Prove it. And I'm yours.

Sometime I want escape from everyone. I love you but I don't show it. I miss you but I kept it. I like you but I'm shy to confess. I need you but..would you need me? Depressed. Blank. Almost blank. I really love you. And I always do.

Sincerely,
Xoxo





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