{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I've always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The hardest thing is watching someone you love, love someone else

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know its time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I'm depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( H E A R T B R O K E N )











Itami
I don't deserve this pain
Watashi ni tsuite

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me I wanted to tell you but my lips would not move In case you go far away, I am scared What if our relationship gets really awkward and we grow far apart?



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Depressed
Sunday, August 31, 2014 | 00:44 | 0 comments

Sometime bila aku nak cakap something yang buat aku terluka or nak meangis suara aku automatik bergetar. Aku tak nak ingat benda lame. Aku delete all messages and conversation. Aku tk nk ingat bnda yang da sakitkan hati aku even kat mesej tu bukan smua yang pahit. Pernah tak kau rasa kau sayang nak delete semua benda tu tapi kau terpaksa even ada benda yang kau tak nak delete. Macam tu la ape yang aku rasa. Tpi tk bermakna aku delete semuanya aku delete jugak memori lame.

Aku cuba jujur tapi perlu ke?

" I miss you "

How I supposed to react?

Sometime bila kau ucap aku tak tahu nak jawab camne cause sometime aku tak rasa macam kau rasa. Tak sama.

" I love you "

Yes. I love you too but I can't confess to you.

" I miss you "

I miss you too but sometime I can't say this word because sometime I'm not miss you when said that

" I need you "

You don't need me. I'm not with you forever. Don't hope on me. Or you will fall.

Sometime letih jugak dengan perasaan sendiri yang hanya tahu layan perasaan je. Typical girls. Always " layan perasaan "

" I will not leave you "

Me too babe. Me either.

You always promise. But you dont make it. hm. Depressed.


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