{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I've always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The hardest thing is watching someone you love, love someone else

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know its time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I'm depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( H E A R T B R O K E N )











Itami
I don't deserve this pain
Watashi ni tsuite

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me I wanted to tell you but my lips would not move In case you go far away, I am scared What if our relationship gets really awkward and we grow far apart?



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Hargai.
Saturday, September 27, 2014 | 15:15 | 0 comments

Hargai. Betul la cakap orang, manusia ni memang tak pandai hargai. Bila dah tak ade baru tercari-cari. Mintak tolong sana sini. Untunglah orang yang lucky luck an dapat kawan yang pandai hargai. Susah senang semuanya bersama. Masa ada depan mata, tak hargai. Pulaukan. Hiraukan. Tak pernah terfikir ke perasaan orang ang kena macam tu? Cuba kau letak diri kau kat tempat dia. Kau rasa apa yang dia rasa. Aku bet la yang kau pun akan rasa terpinggir. Dipulaukan. Kan? Tipu lah kalau kau cakap kau happy. Kau happy je depan orang tapi dalam. Sape tahu? Kau ingat dia suka kau buat macam tu. Sebelum kau buat kat sape-sape ingat. Perasaan dia. Aku nasihatkan. Fikir dua kali.

" don't show your happiness in front of sad people "

Jangan ingat bila kau benci dia. Tak suka dia. Perangai dia. Kau buat macam tu. Kau ingat orang suka? Nasihat dia. Apa yang patut. Bukannya kau biarkan dia. Pulaukan dia tanpa dia tahu apa salah dia. Pernah tak kau alami kau rapat dengan someone tu but one day dia ignore kau. abondent kau. Pernah rasa tak? Mesti pernah kan. So, kau mesti tahu apa perasaan bila kena macam tu an? So, please pesan kat diri. Pesan kat orang yang kau sayang jangan sesekali buat macam tu. Sebab kau tak tahu apa tindakan dia kalau kau buat macam tu. Maybe bagi kau, kau akan redha. Tapi tak bagi dia. Maybe bagi kau, kalau kau kena macam tu kau terima and bagi dia tak. Kalau dia overdose? Kalau dia ambik ubat tanpa pengetahuan mak ayah dia. Mati katak macam tu je. Mesti ada rasa bersalah kat hati kau even sikit. Kalau takde memang hati batu la.




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