{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I've always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The hardest thing is watching someone you love, love someone else

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know its time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I'm depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( H E A R T B R O K E N )











Itami
I don't deserve this pain
Watashi ni tsuite

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me I wanted to tell you but my lips would not move In case you go far away, I am scared What if our relationship gets really awkward and we grow far apart?



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he's mine
Wednesday, October 8, 2014 | 20:22 | 0 comments

ohh,hello human. well, idk what to write but here. sitting in front of laptop and think what to write but in mind is zero.

Honestly, everyone doesnt want their 'bae' flirt with other girls/boy, right? so do I. Why my bae flirt with girls /it makes me not in mood,you idiot!\ Always feel broken when stalk him. You know, when you love someone with full of eart but their treat you like a doll. Its honestly broke my heart into billion. I
m wondering why.

" why he treat me like that? "

" why he always make me feel like this? "

" why he dont nderstand me? "

" why he flirt with other girls, don't he love me? "

Stalk. Sakit tau tak bila aku stalk aku nampak benda yang guris hati aku ni. Rasa macam kena tikan dengan pisau. Sakit sampai tak boleh nak ungkap macam mana. Rasa sendiri kalau kau tak percaya.

Thanks. Sebab buat hilang kepercayaan aku kat kau. Even disebabkan benda tu je aku dah hilang kepercayaan. Aku bukan jenis yang percaya orang seratus peratus bila dah terima seseorang dalam hidup. Even aku terima seseorang dalam hidup aku. Tak bermakna aku terima sepenuhnya. Tak bermakna ak percaya dia terus. Tak bermakna aku percaya semua benda yang dia cakap. Aku bukan jenis yang macam tu. Aku nilai dulu even sometime aku dah terima someone jadi kawan aku. Aku tetap akan nilai. So,beware. Kalau aku tak suka. Memang aku tak suka. Dan aku takkan suka.

'' Kalau kau nak gatal dengan orang lain. Tinggal kan aku "

" Kalau kau rasa kau bahagia dengan orang lain, Pergi "

" Kalau kau rasa aku tak sempurna untuk kau. Pergi cari orang lain "

" Cuma satu aku nak pesan. Aku dah cuba jadi yang terbaik "



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