{ Getting used to the pain }

Please help me so that I can say goodbye to everyone and bid farewell with a smile

The moment I've always dreamed about breaks down and after everyone I believed would stay by me, leaves

The hardest thing is watching someone you love, love someone else

The pieces of my memory if among them, just one, just one moment became strength to me

Sometimes when you realize there is no one by your side, you know its time to learn how to face things alone

They believe in my fake smiles and get suprised when I say I'm depressed

Am I not so good at hiding and controlling my feelings or are you just another liar saying you will help me if I tell you the truth?


( H E A R T B R O K E N )











Itami
I don't deserve this pain
Watashi ni tsuite

In case you go far away, in case you might dislike me I wanted to tell you but my lips would not move In case you go far away, I am scared What if our relationship gets really awkward and we grow far apart?



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Wednesday, November 26, 2014 | 23:31 | 0 comments
Those words mmg deep. But who cares? I want hurt people around me so they can leave me and I will go peaceful. Why pretend to be happy when wih me? Why pretend laugh when I make stupid joke. Why pretend care about my problem? I dnt understand people nowdays. Damn much.

Just say " i hate you " and i won't care you. i will leave you. I won't bother you anymore. who cares if you hate me? *go dies bitch* This is my life so why i should listen to you? damn. dont make me hate you bitch. whenever i hate someone until i die  i will not forgive.

Dont make say those little fvcking words cause its really worse. damn you bitch.urghh


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